On Pilgrimage: Peace Follows


I will not lie. It has not sunk in that I’m heading to the airport tomorrow. I haven’t even finished packing and there are still last-minute errands to run. I am nervous about it and by nature, prone to anxiety, but these are the realities of my experience.

However as I have slowly put things together, I have received messages of kindness and blessing from the FCJ sisters, who’ve gifted me with this opportunity to France. So to you sisters who have wished me well, thank you.

I would never have thought I’d be here right now. A few years ago I applied for a job that was advertised. It seemed to fit my requirements yet still accommodate my family-oriented lifestyle. I didn’t know then how long I would last in the role, whether I would like it or whether we’d get along (the job and I). I didn’t know what the future would bring. I had no knowledge of the FCJ charism, barely any formal work experience, no familiarity with the schools and no background link, except for my faith. All I knew was that an avenue of faith expression was important to me. I didn’t particularly seek to work in the Church or with religious sisters.

But trust in my gut I did, and I applied for the job. An outsider, an unknown into a brand new role that had no precedent or predecessor. I knew that whatever story I had to read, become acquainted with and eventually promote would not be an easy task. But on board the train I jumped, to Destination Unknown, and here we are now.

It’s funny how things have worked out. I’ve not ever really focussed on one goal or career path. I studied and grew up with girls who were driven from the time they were fifteen. Many have since become the doctors, lawyers, accountants and other professionals they set out to be. I left school, signed up for a degree with no definitive job prospect and here I am.

Looking back at the uncertainties and risks I have taken, with regards to a career or livelihood, it’s safe to say that I have lived rather ‘carelessly’ in the lack of planning I have actually done.

But what have I done? I have noticed in myself anyway, the propensity to, on arriving at a situation or life-stage, give it a go, with the little that I have and a whole lot of sincerity and best effort. I trust wholeheartedly in the guidance and protection of God who goes before always. I don’t always go where God calls me (I am human after all), but this same human can and does also attest to the fidelity of God.

No matter where you are in life, or where you want to go, peace follows where God leads. I suggest you go with God.

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4 thoughts on “On Pilgrimage: Peace Follows

  1. Dear Geralyn, you are now well on your way. I trust and believe that you will make this pilgrimage in the company of many great people doing it with you and of course your pilgrim companion. Much love and blessings of peace to you and all. Joan

  2. Thank you for keeping in touch, Geralyn. I hope you enjoy the pilgrimage thoroughly.I think that any nervousness will have vanished, before you even leave Paris. Blessings to you and all the other pilgrims.
    Maryrose fcJ

  3. Bon Chance Geralyn—keep up up to speed on the journey–it sounds so exciting and yet coupled with a bit of trepidation, as is any journey—I will assume you are leaving family behind and venturing a bit alone—which heightens the anxiety—just remember–remain open to blessings—even those that come in round about ways—
    Happy and safe travels–
    Julie

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